Feeling orange today. Also, feeling North Carolina.:) Not sure what to do with myself. Apparently, not thinking too clearly...can't get my thoughts together. Maybe I know what I wanna say, but I'm too afraid to say it. I wanna move to NC sooner than later. I want to sell or get rid of all my big furniture and move down there with just the stuff I can fit inside my car, "Frita." Frita take me away! I want to try living in a different place. Someplace slower, more southern, cheaper, and new. I want a new experience...a new adventure. There's nothing wrong with that, right?
Went to Boston last weekend and had the best time! Went to visit a friend, and ended up making a few more in the process. God is so cool like that. I've been wondering about myself--if there was something wrong with me that people don't like something about me, or that I'm not enough in some way. Wrong! I made instant friends in Boston, so there is nothing wrong with me. Maybe there is something a little off with CT people! Or we just don't "mesh" well. It makes sense, I'm on the quieter side, and people here are more reserved, so for me to try to be outgoing is totally against my nature, and that's the only way to get to know people. I can be outgoing, if people respond...having a hard time with people not responding. Hello!!! Thinking maybe people down south are a bit more friendly, and more likely to respond to invitations. At least to say a yes or no--there've been so many times people just haven't responded either way. Rude! Just one of the many reasons I'd like to move.
NC I am coming, just you wait.:)